Its just really sad.

I have a lot of haters, and yes i probably did something to achieve that… but its just sad how they never stop. They just keep sitting around, judging me, and planning on ways to make my life even worse. Im surprised myself, why havent i broken down yet. I have friends (lol what friends right?) who tell me im beautiful everyday, and a boyfriend who makes me feel on top of the world.

Im not going down anytime soon.

I’ve changed. im not that loser, like some of them, who sit at home and just talk shit about who they hate. Im not like that anymore. Some situations made me realize its not fucking worth it. I dont get mad at anything anymore. Something happens? forget the fuck about it and move on, thats my new motto. Talk shit to me? i wont do it back. Ive learned fighting fire with fire only gets you into deeper shit, especially with all these cunts who know how to play the game.

I lost my best friend yesterday. that’s when i finally realized I’m not going to be one of them, I’m not gonna sit around making my boyfriend stay away from someone because i dont like them. I’m not going to distance my friends because someone i strongly dislike would be there. No. Im just going to enjoy myself and eliminate that person from my world. Plain and simple.

Ive changed, but if you guys werent soo busy talking shit and judging me every fucking day of your lives, you guys might have known that.

Im not asking for your friendship, im not asking for your pity, I’m asking you to grow up and realize people change. Maybe try and get to know me again? or Maybe just stop talking shit and fucking move on.